MUSIC DANCE LOVER

2008-03-29T21:30:00.001-07:00

HOPPING TO A NEW WORLD,

A BETTER FUTURE :D

i am sick, i am tired

jus gimme a break, will you.

Get out of my sight.

you have no stand now.

So, jus get ur ars fcking face right out of my mind,

my sight,

Thankyou (:

HELLOSLOVE:D

2008-03-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

HELLOS PEEPOOS :DDD

I very brief recap

SUNDAY

Had mass with baby and sister + boy

Ps parents :XX

Sorry luhs.

then the 4 of us plus bro hop to sentosa

Dine at burger king first at ViVO :D

Rained heavily and spoiled our day. hahas

Monorailed back to vivo

Waste 3 bucks each ><

Saw cos play.[spell error?]
No comments

Jus in a state of shock.

Accompany baby to cut his hair and back home :DD

MONDAY

HAPPY 10TH MTH ANNI TO BABY AND ME :DD

Life as usual ((:

Jus upset about mock exam last minute cancelled

i screwed the hell out of me jus to mug for this paper

TODAY

I FAILED MY CHEM TEST TERRIBLY :((

Super upset with lots of careless ><

I want to ruin _____LIFE. lols.

Oh irresponsible teachers are, not telling us why they change the time table

RAWR.

Had QA test

I screwed myself studying, in the end got guide behind

*faints

It really benefits me, and ihope i can past ((:

I FAILED MY ENG MOCK. :D

Not upset, expected it. ((:

GOT TO RUN :DD

Can someone try something to pull my away from mugging?

I am not mugging fr th sake of mugging :((

Should i, or not?

How long more?

a long way to go?

Shutting my doors off you.

You are every girl's dream guy

but i jus dont like your attitude now.

Treating someone as a toy/a sub.

Irresponsible and pathetic loser ((:

Running away from the cruelty of reality

th pain will fade

it will end some day(:

Sorry to neglect you all along :D

Even if thats the case, i think we still click well :DD

[9moredays]

2008-03-16T00:30:00.001-07:00

I know i am fat. ><> YUMMY,
peanut paste and mango desert ((:
mine and baby's at chinatown
A heart for the 2
Sweetest enlightment in my life :DDD

Hey, i wasnt ready luhs dude >< Tada

R for ROSALINE

Lonely ars :PP
Tada.
HIPHOP
SWEET GLAMOUR :DD

Vintage

Jus like my hometown ((:

Baby looks like he is dying
cause he wasnt feelin well :((
HAIL MY BABY XPP
Handsome ars
Pretty :DD

Candid, by baby Oh? hahas
Emo freak luhs >< heh hehs
i will wait till u come home :DD

17,

Our 10mth anni

he is th light of my life
She is my guardian angel (:
This and that :DD
Random

i was loookin at some asses.

hahas

DJ challenge
LV 23 :DD
My sugarpuff ((:
I found someone shorter than me
Muchmuchmuch loves

Lame clau and rs

while waiting fr th rain to stop

Sweetheart loves my hand
Twk card

i burnt my shirt because of th deco. lols

SHuAISHUAISHUAI
hahas
my bunny

TY MARIA
OW, sweetheart
LOVELOVE darling

Cute

SIREN BUNNY,

want to photocopy my mole

you $%^&*()

hahas

GAHS, dumb bunny
LMAOS
no luhs, cus he bully me
so PUNISHMENT
HEHS HEHS

Apologies accepted.
hahas
HUGGIES [LOVES]

I am ur guardian angel

2008-03-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

Stay with me

Okay, recently i have been blasting th same music

consecutive 3 days

STAY WITH ME, techno.

not really into techno, but i like this song :DD

Okays, had basketball with th usual peepoos

until 330pm

met up with slut, and we studied ((:

headed to swensen with family and aunt

which she and her hubby came to singapore cause hubby got meeting

sweet and rich

lols.

and then sent her back to her hotel ((:

She bought me and sister a guess bracelet

hahas

so freaking rich and made an order at LV jus now.

lols. Definitely not for us. hurhur

TMLwould be aFUN DAY

jus found out that i have been quite close with sister now.

Both of us knew that we had BFs and quite open to it ((:

Hope she would turn to me more often fr her problems

cant bear to see her keeping it to herself

and sufferring alone.

I LOVE HER :DD
Those who dare to bully her or make her upset,

you are definitely looking for trouble.

I love my bro too.

If he just stop being that childish.

heh hehs :DD

I jus realise, i should jus stop neglecting my family members

everytime when i am with my friends[use to be],

i will always ask my bro or show attitude to my mom whenever they talk to me.

I realised i am wrong.

Family should come first than friends

Friends leave as and when they like

but family wont. :DD

So treasure them, before you regret(:

And hey,

Stop creating ur one sided story

idk you well

but i can see what kind of person you are

you are always contradicting urself whenever you speak.

you are seriously someone whom i never knew before.

its either you change or idk you well in the first place. (:

I AM TURNING IN :DD

LOVE YOU GUYS.

[11 more days]

A heart for the dancefloor

2008-03-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

Over th rainbows,

way up high.

A long week of holiday had jus ended :D

and i spent my last day gg out with baby ((:

its also our celebration of our 10th mth anni. :DD

Okay,

i wont upload my pictures up until i get to edit them *sniffs

Can anyone lend me photoshop dl disc

or recommend me to any prog that can edit pics ((:

Nice and fantastic progs :DD

Monday

Chinese mock exam screw me

but baby sat beside me,

so i was able to disiao him :DD

sadly he cant finish his ppr.

NOT MY FAULT =.-

nd as my days goes by...

Tuesday

Had chem supp in th mrng.

boring lesson and chatting with Boontso (:

off to find baby and gang at 2t2

Slack-ed and it bloody rain-ed ><

suppose to go play bball.

but in the end WE DID,

under th rain.

Play-ed matches with 2 weird teams. lols.

And we won ((:
Good team work.

I admit i have good "skating" skills

hurhur.

and i fell like 35135885378935times

and one that is sooooo super funny.

that i cant stop laughing.

They know what.

LMAOS

got headshot twice at each of my eyes by incoming bball.

lols.
Had a great time though (:

Sadly, baby left half way.

so UNREASONABLE.

lols. Kidding :P

Wednesday

maths supp in the afternoon

raining as usual

and idk where to go.

goodness gracious me.

Home, perhaps.

Thrusday
Last day to have supp classes on,

maths supp

was late and met up with mabel & boontso at bus stop.

Off to makan at KFC with wk, clauson, des and baby((:

then crap arnd then off, home i go.

Today

So darn £ $%^&*(up

i planned like before th holidays to go sentosa today

check-ed the weather,

it says raining, change of plans

then in the end NEVER RAIN,

furthermore, ITS SO DARN SUNNY.

GOSH DARN MACRO. =.-

So we went to buy tics fr step up 2: the streets at 5pm

off to makan at pasta mania at PS

nd train-ed to bugis

walk-ed arnd haji lane.

good place, vintage, but stuffs are expensive.

Off to suntec, baby bought boxers fr me.

:DD

then rush back to cathay fr movie

OH MY EYES HURT WHEN I %^&* SEE A FREAKING BASTARD :DD

and his girlfriend

its sad that i din scold his GF in th start of th show

because idk, i jus mumble and "OI" her cause she is frigging blocking my show.

So i stare at HIM and HIS GF

I dont see that she is prettier than ____

so i kept starring until i lost them (:

And i met sister and boy.

that so QIAO

lols.

everytime see them at that area.

their movie also jus ended ((:

They are off to golf

whereas we are off to chinatown

ate some nicenice desert

and bus-ed to taman

to have another sumptious[idk how to spell] supper

hahas.

and OFF TO HOME,

baby is having his hiccups.

lols. like crazy guy in the streets

Step up is a great show

with a good moral behind ((:

Their cheo is fantastic

wait till end of O's you will see me breaking in the streets

I love how they break th dance floor

is freaking hot. :DD

Shake your booties ((:

A burden to throw

2008-03-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

Its your fault dhat i landed in this state

I lost my way back because you brought me to a unknown place

You came to me as and when u like

but threw me away when u are happy

Who am i to you?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRAND MAMA :D

sorry cant go back to msia. :(

DADDY'S FAULT ><

Yesterday

Makan at Jp after mass at kopitiam

The person cheated my 5bucks

and th food sucks.

I want to slp her.

GAHS*

super full till bloated.

Today

a good sleep

and i skipped mass with family :X

tired luhs

at last, one day with such nice sleep. :D

makan lunch with family at taman.

then home i go after sending sister to kbox.

Studied, NOT.

Filling and also doodling

Off to jp with mum to exchange stuffs and bought stuffs back

Slut came and we studied and gym-ed ((:

DJ-ed too, I WON :P

Hide and seek :DD

Challenged on split, and of course slut lost.

Oh did i say, i made a new friend called slut :)

hurhur

Accompany me thru ups and downs

and now trying to strip off a heavy burden off me.

Thanks SLUT! :D

Abit of late greetings,

Grats to ______ on her baby (:

and an early greeting

HAPPY 16tH BIRTHDAY TO TWK :D

Its goin to be a busy week, babaye.

JIayous! :DD

AND HELLA MACORONI

THAT I DIDNT KNOW TML IS MT P1 AND P2

I DIDNT STUDY. :PP

GG TO ANASTASIA :D

HANNAH HANNAH HANNAH

KALA KALA KALA

LIYUN LIYUN LIYUN

ALICIA ALICIA ALICIA

FAH FAH FAH

SLUT SLUT SLUT

RITA RITA RITA

LIMUS LIMUS LIMUS

I LOVE THEM ALL :DD

a very good reason, to slap you

2008-03-08T23:27:00.000-08:00

a broken promise

a incredible lie

HEYHO! HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

HWK are LOAN SHARKS

RAWR!

okays this whole week is like

$%^&*()_(*&%^$

it make me found out how people can be so

£$%^&*()

Hehes :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY :D

psps late greetings.

MONDAY

Usual stuffs arnd

jus that never go trng and meeting

i died okay. =.-

i was dying. ><

and i rot plus study :(

sad me. hurhur

TUESDAY

okay, I SCREWED MY CHEM QUIZ

so i shall screw th person who screw it.

YOU!

You $ %^&*()))_&^%%^%^

hahas.

stayed back fr chem supp

and then i really forget where i go :(

WEDNESDAY

I screw no test but i screw myself.

Look, i solve th rubrik

2 layers w/o formulae

THats good, commented CC :D

I also reallyreally forget where i go.

HOME! hurhur.

I died too.

THURSDAY

Mense cramp like OH MY MACORONI

but i crawled to taman jurong greens fr wai dui trng

but headed to hke to play bball

Screw those people who didnt attend.><

Okay. School was like £$%^&*()

as i screw juanne and desmond

I CANT EVEN SLP

right and left got human alarm clock

lols.

KIDDING! :P

FRIDAY

I GOT A BULLEYE FROM WONGLIMUS ><

His bad passing ball plus my goood catching

hahas

Sexaye, limus, slut and xiao mao hop frm hke to 320

to play ball after trng

with 2 cuties

I WANT TO JIO THEM

kala alicia yeefei and szeya left first be4 we hoped :D

lalallalalas.

Last bball trng

AND NO SENIOR ATTENDED

FAH HAD VALID REASON

AND I MISS HER.

only KALA and ME attended

crazy during the whole trng.

Cant bear to leave the team *sniff.

TODAY

Had amaths supp

and MDM WU WAS LATE

hahas

Bball at hke with usual people.

and played team

until 3pm

dio thrash. $%^&*()_

hurhur. :P

Packed for the next whole week

So, SAD PEOPLE, if u intend to jio me.

But got bball games, MUS JIO :D

Amaths is driving me LALALAS. :)

DL-ed djmax 2

compete with slut everywhere we go.

hurhur.

Chatted with slut just now

about our past.

now, everywhere we go.

we go LALALAS :D

happy and cute people.

1CARAT RING fr ONE YEAR ANNI.

HAHAs. :DD

I mus run now,

AUDI TIME
CHOPSLAM and F5 with sweetheart

MUCH LOVES

I LOVE TH BBALL TEAM,

I MISS TH BBALL TEAM. :(

OH, I TORE MY NAIL :D

Catch no ball

2008-03-02T14:23:00.000-08:00

th old things will stay as memories

kept in our hearts.

A week more to school holiday

i think thr wont be any possibilities that i will be organizing a kayaking expd

because of that JI person,

i think we have to go through custom or sth....

Not sure.

School Holiday partially packed

with supps and a day out with babaye.

Watched th screen at kamchanod.

a stupidly crappy horror movie which scare the hell out of bs

hurhur.

910pm show, ytd.

peilin was unable to make it :(

so thr was 7 of us :D

Had a fun time, fighting and insulting people and laughing at scenes

that are meant to be scary><

Bad story line, bad sound effects

bad images

thr was only scenes with th ghost that have white eye balls

cant they film it with bleeding eye balls :X

or a twisted neck

hehes.

Next week will be stepping down from cca and sc stuffs.

HORRAY to SC

BOO to CCA,

I will miss th court and my mates :(

that should be it,

and i think baby is metally retarded :P

Jiali,[maybe, some may apply to pei and ange]

you are definitely not th one i am talkin about in all my other posts.

But since u brought it up,

i have had something to add.

I dont really know what happen to both of us.

But i dont agree when you say that i changed everytime i had a new BF.

Like how?

Like neglecting you guys?

Ever since JGG is formed, i put most of my time to that clinque.

If you say that i am spending alot of my time with JY

you are definitely wrong.

Friends are before BF

if you guys got outing, got jio me, i will definitely go.

An e.g. Countdown, i am suppose to go out with JY

but you guys said thr was a gathering.

so i cancelled th outing with JY.

thr is more situations identical to this.

But if you guys didnt call me out, i go with JY.

this sounds unfair to JY not you guys.

I never failed to attend any JGG outing. did i?

But when you guys have outings, thr is a possibility that you guys could open up and ask me

whether i am free instead of assuming that i will be out with JY, right?

Or did you guys not?

Then what do you mean i spent more time with my "other" friends

jus so you know, i have none. No particular friends to pour my troubles to.

You, Ange, Pei, Ws are now unreachable for me.

i trust no one, particulary no one.

If you mean, Rs and gang, then you mus be wrong

If you are still thinking about that i play bball every recess

that is because

1st i didnt know i got recess duty, no one inform me

2nd when i know i got duty, i did go fr duty and meet up with you guys

and i play bball alt. days.

but tournament is coming, how can i not be stress

for the days before the tournament, i spent more than 4 hrs per day playing bball

recess, after school and before school. Saturday and sunday whole afternoon.

Of course when i prac., i need opponents.

Since Rs and gang knows how to play bball, and plays good.

I could learn sth from them.

Since they are in th same class as me, of course i communicate more with them.

But i dont spend most of my time with them, now.

Unless maybe fr recess? or bball be4 and after schl?

Its perfectly fine with me now,

fr whoever you guys want to pour ur troubles to, not me.

Friends dont really last.

You will have friends in your whole life journey, but you wont have friends that will last with you fr your whole life journey.

I do believe it now,

as friends now turn their backs off me.

If i had had make a great impact in ur life,

i wont regret that we were friends before

That doesnt mean that we are not friends now, but

not as close as before.

People come and go in our life.

Jus remember th memorable times we all had.

If you and others have their reasons fr being like this,

u bet i also have my reasons being like this too.

But i meant no harm, and i hope neither do u too. :D

Oh, i will take you advice on the hyphen thingy (:

Trust me,

2008-02-28T22:00:00.000-08:00

you are jus a hypocrite

being 2 sided (:

Tell no lies

Cheat no one.

You are jus screwing ur own life

We have fate,

but its screw-ed by your own actions and selfishness

Get a life, slut :D

Trust me, i wil screw you

if you try to screw me.

Stop acting like sh!t

cause you are already one :D

Get a life (:

BOOHOO!

HUILIN is going fat because i kept eating non stop.

spent ovr 30 bucks?

on pasar malam food with baby last night

durian, lekor, goreng pisang, sassauges, bubble tea, tahu goreng,

kuay tutu and many more. hurhur

fatfat

eat till you drop. :X

I never "shop" at pasar malam fr so many times

afternoon go, night go.

cehhs.

Okay, i declare huilin will become a late queen

thanks to a late king.

hahas get what i meant.

Screw you for screwing my test results.

you S.O.B :D

means nuth, jus merely words right. hehehes.

jus came back from pasar malam AGAIN. haha

kidding.

waited for baby to end his night supp and go makan with pei and kun.

so many JVSIAN. lols.

then home :D

I DECLARE HUILIN the MOST HANDSOME GIRL :D

and CRIPPLED

BT agree-ed

either my muscle tear or i screw myself :(

thats sad, really sad.

BUT STILL, i am goin to trng.

trn till u fly. xD

and JI leader ran away, tan told us

then say he crippled

bt and yk look at me plus some other.

then "beat" me up outside/in humans room.

But wait, do i look like a guy with a mustache

though i know i shuai, ceh.xP

Its holiday whootsa.

Lots of plans on OUTOUTOUT, and MUGMUGMUG :D
I will screw you till you are so darn screw-ed. hehehehees.

Oh, thankyou baby fr buying me so many things

nike jersey and embro? jersey

with his bluelance team

everyone diff colour

got red, green orange blue grey...

baby same as me ((:

ROCKON!

ORANGY ORANGE! :P

Oh, 4B is know as YAKiTY.

YAKYAKYAK*

thats what i use to irriate desmond and juanne in class

hahas

YAKYAKYAK*

ME!

tatas

PICTURES

2008-02-28T21:48:00.000-08:00

PS, my face and babaye's face is screwed up

no more PHOTOSHOP :(

anyone can spare me,

if not babaye gona kup fr me :P

Peace out
with manymany love
Ceh,babaye love me

Photogenic xP

DEmentor playing psp :D
Pressy pressy
8 ferrero and 27 sweets? 8mths and 27days tgt

274 heart number of days tgt

Greedy wifey xD

Ridding a PONY
baby is such a NOT good photographer
HUILIN is FAT
Dementor 5

Screw-ed up face
ehs?
Chubby FAT PIG
Geylang lakepoint gay. hahas

Roses are red
Fill my life with colours

TJY
LOVE
ARYHL
WHootsa
cheybah

HEhs!
Spot the difference xP

Its actually a big balloon which baby jump to get it fr me at

vivo 2nd level roof.

and became small after the sun. WHY?

hahas

TJY hearts ARYHL

I KNOW (:

Baby's photowork
eh hehs?
Aiyo, BUNNY, why you like that :P

so dead if he sees this. hurhur
with lovelovelove

sweetheart
with the jersey babaye bought fr me
shuai ge :D

BOTAK

Me and baby trademark
small pear, by mummy

so sweet right

know i cant bite. HEHES

TWINNIES.

!BOYNEEDSGIRL

His new hot red leash

Open pressy
new necklace

TH KING!
i know i super sweet. ehlehs!

Peace out sweetheart
*RAWRRR
5 ROCKS
LOVELOVELOVELOVE
MORE LOVE

Making tissue flowers.

hahas

ITs mine!
Sweetheart
Huggiees
Hot red leash and lappy

so shuai right, sweetheart

baby buy one. he knows i love this :D
OKay thats LIMUS. ><
so gay luhs.
communication
KISSES

see my dad's car behind?

its sexaye

OKay, i promise to edit my pictures, OKAY!

HEHES.

A long journey

2008-02-24T00:36:00.000-08:00

OH!

FUCK YOU BITCH :D

Kidding :P

Okay, alot of things happen-ed in this week

but i had L, Boy and some jokers

to brighten up my days

Thanks.

Jus to summarise things.

To those who knew sth or heard sth.

Some stupid gossips.

I need not explain about gossips that u guys heard.

if you have know me well enough,

i am definitely not a slut to 2 time any guy in my life (:

I dont blame anyone or anything that our friendships falter and crumble,

jus blame that our 3 years plus friendships didnt have a good foundation.

Dont keep accusing me that i have change,

th world change-ed.

you change-ed, please reflect on yourself too (:
I dont blame you for treating me like that,

in fact, i thank you, for allowing me to know who you really are.

And giving me a big lesson, which i will never ever make th same mistake again.(:

I wont try to bother to further explain things out,

or try to "clear" my consience[dontknow how to spell xD]

i dont need all these craps to spoil my life

i wont be affected by how people look at me

as long as i know that i am not that kind of person,

i am not afraid of anything.

its ur mouth anyways (:

I wont judge anyone too,

unless you offend me :X

most prob, NOT :D

Jus remember, some things said, cannot be tken back.

Be careful :D

I have learn alot of things thru this experience

i unmask-ed alot of evil friends i have.

But relax, i wont let anyone know.

I would never try to spoil ur reputation.

Shi zhong ni hai shi wo de peng you

I learn quite a number of new phrases

Ren shen yi bei zi dou you peng you, dan shi mei you yi bei zi de peng you :D

True enough?

Whether to be happy or not,

its ur decision

Not others that cause you to be miserable.

So, why should i choose a road that is a dead end?

why should i cause myself to be so miserable when they themselves can be so happy

and enjoying after what they have done?

So, i conclude that, i will from now on, to be happy.

Stop me, i will slap you.

HEHHEHS

WHey,

L and BABAYE, Fair enough? :D

Oh well, my brother reformat th comp

my pictures are gone

SO GOOD GAME :(

Stupid.

Its was definitely bad of me to scream th hell out of me

at my brother

SORRY BRO!

i learn my lesson :(

you have a heart too :p

So, i shall work darn hard on my studies

i hope not to drive myself to th wall

by teaching some jokers and babaye

AND DOIN TH RUBRIK

i finish th 2 layer without formula

So clever xD

I will not disappoint my tutor

who keeps comment me "so clever", "learn fast"

but forget when the next tuition

lols.

Okay, i shall end here.

I LOVE BABAYE, CHEER UP :D

P.S I LOVE QUARRELLING WITH BABAYE plus PLAYING WWF :D

Dancing in love

2008-02-17T21:35:00.000-08:00

loving memory

Advertising a new blog (:

thlove-1l2l3.blogspot.com

me and babaye's one

a surprise blog fr him on v.day

still hogging on to his v.day present

nt yet complete. sorry

exams crop up :(

HAPPY 9th MTH to babaye and me [love]

ytd got amaths supp. after that rush home

and

went sentosa nd saw/met up with pl and db

walked to imbiah to look at th flowers.

forgot bring my cam and hp.

stupid me. :(

saw mr chan at thr too. :D

nice hubby.

bid farewell at vivo :D

*details missing*

today mass-ed

Fr Ho is back.

not really. every once a year :(

lunch-ed at taman

swam and studied

good massager is my BABAYE.

diner at JP.

crap and bus-ed home

tml eng mock exams

IS CRAP. :D

i hope to sit beside babaye. lols

which is like impossible

Thats that. pictures will be up soon

if i am able to get it frm babaye

nights. everyone.

BBALL, GFs, LIMUS and BABAYE ROCKS

2008-02-15T20:59:00.000-08:00

To mom and dad, v.day present
sweet right
their 32902382379852723years ago v.day present
sweeetheart and flowers

taller than baby
emo gay cbkia

roses are ~~red~~ white

WHoots its snowing. Jewel box
Wedding
th perfect match
Kelian
i look gay. DEAD!

Th town view

baby say, angelin they all must be somewhr arnd thr

LAME

Muackies

GAY SHUCKS

Up in th cable car

he massaging my leg

hahas
th perfect pair

I am white.

OMFGOSH
Peace out

during dinner

One big cousin family

No shuai

no worries lols

got pretty only XPP

Midnight mass
Vintage

except fr th carlo rino bag

studyin in CNY

u must be mad
sister are still love (:

Babaye,

2008-02-14T23:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

To all Couples nd Friends,

Treasure ur love ones nd th people around you.

Dont regret when they are gone,

they wont come back (:

HELLOS :D

I jus came back frm celebration of V.day ((:

okay, i slept like 2 am today

jus to rush my amaths as i spent th whole evening with v.day pressy

so you guys better appreciate. :D

Baby says V.day looks more like fr friends

hahas,partly agree.

RS says whr got girl give pressy to guy

lols u in what century :X

Distributed to GIRLFRIENDS

then to clinque and best buds ((:

Hope you guys like it :D

Rush against amaths test and then rush home

quickly check movie time then meet baby up,

HOP we went to vivo ((: CJ7, 530pm

makan at sushi tei, saw jiande.

then realise we are late fr show

hahas

rush, MAKE IT ON TIME ((:

WHOOTS

Nice show :D

touching. i cried :X

baby blurblur

shy dont dare ask me whrs to flower shop

then i wander arnd aimlessly with him. hahas

in th end he decided to ask. :X

Long qquee

Very ex also.

Baby order-ed then we cable-ed car to jewel box

fully occupied.

so we makan ice cream and enjoy th scenery

apparently my leg is hurting

so quite bo mood. sorry

took a few pictures

then cable-ed car down

din finish th 4 rides

but nbm ((:

collected th flower

bought cake fr mom and dad, SUPRISE!

train-ed back

whine-ed alot.

Sorry dear. :(

Promise our next celebration fr anything i will wear th correct shoe (:

baby penguin-ed me home then piggy back-ed

hahas.

XIN KU LO. XPP

really enjoy today.

Thanks baby. [LOVELOVELOVE]

nd to All th loveliest friends that wish-ed me and gave me something ((:

Pictures will be up soon bahs. :X

Tkcares and NIGHTS!

A second later,

2008-02-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

when its gone,

u regret. :(

tk a step back and pour

HAPPY V.DAY.

look, i haven even started studying.

i am goin to study

cause i was busy doin vday present

so U BETTER APPRECIATE IT.

i suprise-ed baby with th blog i did fr him.

he happy. i happy

MUCH LOVELOVE
tml will be a gd day.

looking forward to it.

i rmb a quote frm th necklace i bought fr les in korea

"quitters never win"

Rmb that babaye ((:

So, some idiot sprain my elbow

now that cbk is learning how i move my arm

___

lols.

Unity bgirls team are baddd.

No sportmanship

u dont laugh at people when they lose

nono!

I LOVE BABY! :D

and FRIENDS ((:

Hmm, i think i got to go.

i will try to upload pictures up

enjoy ur day tml, couples and friends ((:

Only you

2008-02-11T23:16:00.000-08:00

Only fr you ((:

HELLOS:D

I blog because some CBKIA ask-ed me to.

Guess who? :P

Plus now i am talking to some SIAOCHARBO

who claims that he is a powerranger =.-

hahahas

Hows New Year people?

I had a boring yet fun celebration back in Msia ((:

so Ironical.

I went back on th Tuesday night

and i believe thr is ppl who miss me XD

i left sweetheart at baby's house.

sweetheart love him too ((:

only came back yesterday earlyearly morning ((:

and had Tuan Yuan Fan on the Eve of new year
Attended th midnight mass with 3 other cousins

Following days were ok.

Abit of visiting and majority of studying :X

HELLO GEEK!

Had dinner at one of the restaurant on Friday night

2 families went back after th dinner

So, saturday was silent but 12hr of majong :D

Tada! back in spore

how i wished i cld jus stay in msia

Peace!

Yesterday was out with a grp of friends.

Frankly, this clinque will topple.

its a sooner or later.

Wasnt really a memorable outing, though.

Caught a movie, Kungfu slam dunk.

Jay was no.5 but sadly i wasnt really crazy about him. :X

i learn my lesson frm this outing.

早知如此，何必当初。(:

Got to catch up on my amaths, dude.

I AM STUCK IN RUBRIKS

thanks to some PEOPLE twisting that stupid thing in front of me

baby wants to buy fr me ((:

LOVELOVELOVE.

LIMUS and BABY ROCKS :DDD

PLUS JVS GIRLS BBALLERS.

TML TEST and MATCH!
JIAYOUS, ARYHL :PP

Pictures will be up asap bahs. :X

To those who act/claim/assume that they know everything that happen

and gave me comments and advices

i have got to say,

thank you but no thanks ((:

Please get ur facts right before speaking.

Because its so fcking annoying and so wrong, that i have to speak up. :D

I wld also appreciate if you kindly leave ur name,

Anon tags will not be entertained ((:

Unexplainable Pain

2008-02-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

Once-ed a Happy Companion.

Does it exist anymore?

You could have stop at th beginning,
yet you continue-ed moving forward.
Forming a hole which nothing could fill it back,

nd you jus turn at walk away

Hellos people((:

i would be gone fr a number of days.

hahahas.

sick and injure-ed. eternally and externally

i gg to tk a break :(

sprain wrist, arm on crazy mode

knee pain like crap 2 ankle dying

diahorrea for like weeks

should be nth more. :X

i thank-ed those who stand by me, advice me.

esp_______

i will heed ur advice((:

i would move on,

i will suceed :D

Even if i fail, i will stand strong

i believe i can do it.

Match against DSS, Results are obvious :(

but i really have to say that DSS is good.

their shooting is 100% in ((:

"there is no failures but only learning experiences"

JVS JIAYOUS((:

i will excel and concentrate more on my studies now

Sorry to disappoint certain teachers )):

i will get my full marks back ((:

Pictures are up ((:

see you guys, someday somehow((:

dont miss me, i will miss you

Sweetest heart
th missing piece?
Not so tall to the tall :D
Mummy under my scarf
LAlalas
200marks fr chn ((:
KIdding
Mr GOh CNY present
Sweensen ((:
Couple dance. 8 syncro
HUILIN's FIRST
BF, ME and LIMUS
I FIRST ((:

OH, my freaking shucks

th pictures are like 3891348480408348034years ago

found in dad's hp
Msia. 80th birthday of mom's brother wife father
Long beach at east coast ((: LOBBY XPP

Crystal Jade at IMM

last year my birthday ((:

dance to th beat

2008-01-29T22:15:00.000-08:00

be your guardian angel (:

Dont want to be in th limelight,

but wish you wld notice me.

SO, days have been like wdf* fr me :(

yeahs, so many problems

LOOK, i flunk-ed my amaths test ><

and i get ready to fail my geog test.

I announce myself as, "girl with no integrity"

Only to a certain extent :X

maybe 0.5% will happen. lols.

So i went out on Sat with Part of JGG.

Yeah, thats sad enough.

we went vivo. suppose to shop fr newyear clothes

ended up crapping and lazy-ing arnd.

*missing details*

Sunday i went out with baby after i went out with family

Shop frm vivo to bugis and walk-ed to Raffles city fr mars bar

Baby bought two tops from Topshop

1 black skinny at bugis street

1 3quarter at flexor

1 top frm newbie

he bought me a top which says

" Stop looking at me, i know i am pretty"

Sth like that

But i wanted

"I am single, jus dont tell my boyfriends" XP

but i din buy that. lols. Ps, he dont allow. :X

1 grey skinny ((:

Much loves.

OH, i audi-ed with Liyun, Limus

Mika and baby. ((:

until i dc-ed, came back and left with limus =.-

Th rest of th days is BAD!

sub everyday. sadness everyday :X

JIAYOUS JVS BBALL B'dIV

NEVER GIVE UP, STRIVE FR THE BETTER ((:

Thats all((:

GET WELL SOON LIMUS AND BABY!

and those who are ill, including me and my pathetic ankle ((:

Stranger,

dont you think our dist. is getting far apart?

i will maybe jus stay by somewhr invisible fr you

be your guardian angel.

you may still approach me if any problem

tkcares okays.

get well soon ((:

PICTURES!!!

woots!
SPot me and limus, the nicest "couple"

th one with the nice-est outfit XP

Ballroom mode in audi.

Spot mika

We won.
Good team ((:

lalas, me and limus again

and we WON !

Biatch

hahas, COUPLE!

Good team ((:

Obviously me and limus won
how boliao my baby is

Spot baby!
KPO cum LAO TIKO XP

Honey
Earle sweensen ((:

BEFORE

AFTER
how boring can chem sub be =.-
by me and Jayce
strive fr greater heights

Happaye-Jayce

Saddaye-Anastasia

Rocky's manufacturing.
DUNKIN donuts
before
after
our car display.
lols.
he ownself climb up. ((:

2008-01-22T21:39:00.000-08:00

in SP ((:
th jurongvillians
countdown 2008

Happy 8th mth

stupid!

heartheart

Creamy

8th

Zhu chang fen fr clauson, Rs and des XPP
Psp gang

th love, is broken
hahas

i rule th world

a puff of SKL,

2008-01-22T21:13:00.000-08:00

我是慧琳，

我爱你，

你爱我吗？

Mr Goh talked to me today

i suppose he saw me crying,

i failed my chn test badly.

i wasnt in any mood to do.

i didnt complete his hwk

my letter writting cld have got zero.

sorry, Mr Goh.

Now i cant study,

i dont have th mood to.

i jus want to slam th board kick th ball.

drink till i can go slp

th moment i step into my room,

total darkness.

those memories came back

sigh, why mus u do this to me.

i having fever.

but i still want to go school.

actually no.

but i got tests

this kind of scenario is just like history repeating itself.

Nam, sadly i dont know whether i cld play main 5 on match.

not i not on form.

but my injuries is worsen.

i got hit by th soccer ball on my face by Edmund. lols.

and another shot on my wrist

left ankle cant tk my weight when i lay up.

I am now playing ball trying to get my mind off somewhere.

its sucks no sh!t can.

sighh.

i've got nth to say.

I manage to blog up some pictures.

next post is the longlong ago pics

this is currently ((:

enjoy.

at scoopz

bullying th doll?
saw that.=.-
argh, I LOVE GAYS ((:

Dancing hiphop
sayangin th bald head

stupid luhs.
baby is still a baby luhs

he got a mole

he says, this loooks like me ><
hiphopper. hahas

Mummy's way of cheering me up
sweetheart

do stunts

yoyo ((:
Xin ku. :'(
hurhur
lovelove

a puff of texas 5,

2008-01-21T22:55:00.000-08:00

as tears turn into blood

I gave it a puff and a glup ((:

"Tattoo" by Jordin Sparks

No matter what you say about love

I keep coming back for more

Keep my hand in the fire

Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life

I learn every time I bleed

The truth is a stranger

Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind

Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games

It’s not about taking sides

When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver

It hurt enough to think that I could stop

Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind

Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment

Won’t change any moment

There's still a part of me in you

I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything I do, oh

I can’t waste time so give it a moment

I realize nothings broken (yeah)

No need to worry about everything I’ve done

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)

I loved you once, needed protection (no, no)

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)

I realized nothings broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)

Live every second like it was my last one

Don’t look back at got a new direction (don't you ever look back)

I loved you once and I needed protection

You’re still a part of everything I do

You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo

I’ll always have you

best song ever. ((:

Sigh.

"you dont make the person to like you and ditch them"

i treat you as my best friend,

frankly i fell for you.

i accepted you, acompanied you.

make you laugh

yet you can jus walk out of th door and act like nothing happen.

think of my feelings while i did tot of urs.

i know you found back ur lost one.

and u can jus throw me aside.

well done and good job.

i have got nothin, nothing at all to say.

gg.

I cried everytime i tot back the times, anywhere.

this is th pain u inflicted on me, it will still stay.

i will remember.

your very good deed after i had done so much.

thanks yeahs.

Apparently i fell sick.

Many who know me well, i dont fall sick easily unless

1st i strain myself on sports too much

2nd i cry continuosly for days

Well, you should know which is th reason.

had hard time in school, real hard time

i have no idea which angle to turn to

nor any corner i could hide.

i guess my feelings were being toyed with.

the 2nd time, it still hurts like sh!t

Some should know how long i recovered from the last one.

History repeat itself.

i din know he/her was so selfish.

a toy, a sub to him/her

A lesson learn, a price to pay.

Our promises have come to an end.

thanks for leading me back to th dark path yeahs.

Chionging for bball

ankle, arm and wrist sprained

sorry.

i was too yeah you know. ((:

i will be fine, i wont die

until i suceed.

Byes people.

Bleeding love

2008-01-19T14:46:00.000-08:00

you want a piece of me

Lock-ed up

I want get hot right up.

Hip hop rocks to th core ((:

nothing much to blog either ((:

TML KAYAKING wootsx2

Pictures unable to post due to some problems

sorry.

"maybe you will see me disappearing in ur life"

Sorry hon.

i wasnt made to do this

I had reasons to.

对不起，我爱你!

Guess nothing,

2008-01-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

If only i could stop at this path

Weeks past.Blog kept un-updated ((:

Suppose to post up picturesbut the comp died on me.

So FISH it man.

So, many things happen. :(

but still long way to go, yeah.

Kayaking course for 2 days

This coming sunday last one ((:

So jiayous.

I want to suceed in eskimo bow ((:

Never go out for quite a long time,

unless is mugging or bballing.

But went out for one time with Sherie, Rachel, Glenda, Angelin and Peilin

to Cityhall for celebrating bdae with Sherie

in details look either one of their blogs XD

Tournament is starting soon. on the 28th onwards

I hope our team will work hard and strive for the best

nothing is impossible in this world as long u give it a try. ((:

Your best shot :D

So i have been mugging non stop.

actually, NOT

but jus doin my hwk

alot of test are jus driving me crazy

dont ask me why i dont panick.

cause i also dont know why :X

Suprisingly i got full marks for physics(not haolian-ing)

but proud of myself. cause i got scolded

from tutor alot of times because of my carelessness :(

hahas. I prove him wrong. :D

I have apparently lost my 3 years of friend.

I dont know why.

maybe u think i am boring

or you thought i wanted more time with BF

but urmph no. i told u once before.

i have sufficient time with friends.

if you guys are willing to jio me out, i am steady fr it.

but i guess you found another person with the same interest, i suppose

i cant do anythin nor say anythin

i am happy you found someone approachable

i hope you both will be the bestest.

I am being with th guys most of the time,

they are apparently my companion, best buds.

And i love them to bits, as friends.

best bballers and crappers companion

Of course still got BF.

I am a full-time mugger, a devoted bballer and hiphopper. ((:

I love th life i am living now, i guess

Whatever it is, i will fight till the end. ((:

As for teachers,MS HONG XIHUI and MDM ZARINAH.

You jus Suck to th core. (((:

Strip me frm my position if u want.bring it on.
i dont believe in any of the testimony or remarks on my report card

neither my mom.

Now i prefer Ms Lim and Ms Gan

not really prefer them but rather have them then those 2 biatch. :D

Of course Ms Wong and Kang is the best out of the best ((:

So long people. i hope i have the time to post the pictures.
Know my quote " i dont do things without a reason"

So if i have change or did sth to any of you,i hope you understand

sometimes its best to not tell you why. ((:

Lastly,

HAPPY 8MTHS to BABY and ME

HAPPY 1YR1MTH to PEILIN and BF

HAPPY 7MTH to ANGE and YL

HAPPY BELATED 16 BIRTHDAY to SHERIE

Dance has no limits

2008-01-07T21:19:00.000-08:00

Art has no limits.

Whoots!

quite long never post.

nothing much though.

events miss-ed out, COuntdown and Ocamp.

Countdown was FUN! with th usual hot peeps

scream, steamboat and sprays :D

jus abit of emo-in here and there

so i went home :(

I apparently cried on bed =.-

that is sick luhs. ><

i was at downstairs when sister say, daddy finding u=.-

i wanted to sit down with condo peeps

they downstairs plus sister and bro drinkin and cards

but in the end she called and ask whether i want to go down.
i was upset, but i still went down.

so i started drinking. 1 quater vodka ((:

and raspberry vodka too. its hot stuffs. hahas.

so we played caiquan. total of 8 people. hahas.

that bert, wanted to kill me. but sadly, he failed ((:

drink only 10 cups bah ((: no dead

but i drank with empty stomache so i nearly died.

ton till next morning. called nam, limus, and ws to play with us

slap ourselves awake. in th end they never play with us =.-

super disappointed. 3 went home because they are drunk already. lols.

we also played forfeit

NC 16 act :D ahas!

next morning slept for a few hours then i went to play ball bahs. and study? ((:

Thats all!

Ocamp is okay lo.

nothing much to say about it either.

jus fail to ton.

but had night fun with kendra{loves}

hahas she know what. ((:

Currently not in mood.

sprain more than 5 times per ankle. whoots!

kana hoot by mom like siao. hahas.

my arm also abit sprain.

I LEFT HANDER SHOOTER

cool right, right hand dribble. =.-

i had emotional break down.

I LOVE SCHOOL,

so does it loves me.

LALALLALALAS.

playing ball like every other day

I like the "chop" sound. hahas XPPP
All th best Sec4s, ur Olevels rocks like Wheeets!

CB is my fav word.

only baby and me know what it meant. hahas. XPP

Lastly i currently hate how Sc is working.

Totally!

Its like C-R-A-P!

Thanks dude.! byebye

i cried many times because of you.

i hope you understand i did it for both parties good.

i dont wish that u will get hurt anymore. ((':

tkcares, hon!

2007-12-27T06:08:00.000-08:00

Malaysia highway

can you spot the mountain?

hahas

In my cupboard. lols

Woots
Hahas.

Baby stupid snapshot
Hugs

Punishment. Bully me

Poor thing. hahas
Small boyboy

I AM ORIGINAL

FAXED. hahas
Confidential

YUmmu gummies

More chips lols

Cow chair

Freedom is not Free

2007-12-27T05:50:00.000-08:00

what kind of girl u tk me for?

So i am back in SINGAPORE

had a Great time back in Malaysia

hmmm.

i reached home on 22nd in the evening

Daddy werent able to wake up on time

But nevermind, as long he gets enough sleep ((:

We headed to urmph, huh?

i forgot. >.<

before departure

Went to shop at Vega mall back in hometown.

Bought wine back. ((:

23rd went for mass

and makan with mom's brother and family

plus my grandmother at Golden court.

Be4 that, was walkin arnd the market finding my grandparents

and only found one

hahas

the other went home.

thanks to daddy, no responsibility >.<

and So, i forgot what i did too >.<

psps, people! (:

but i drank and was not drunk

but died.

Lmaos. too lil coke mix with alot of wine.

i went for midnight mass in church.

((: Sing like crazy with sister hahas.

Got Presssyyyy. Woots

Home and slept

Planning to be like kiasu singaporeans

Darn, i got their "germs"

to wake up early the next morning as

WE are heading to Genting.

As usual, but adding grand daddy (((:

persuaded him on the 23rd.

He wanted to give me money then he dont go.

BUt nehss, i dont like money ((:

So i complain and whine.

cause its been like 7 to 8 years he never go up Genting with us >.<

i nearly cried.

But he agree-ed. and said that,

he adores me best amg all the grandchildren ((:

Touching

i will not let him down in whatever i do. :D

I also love him best

when i was baby, i was put to my grandparents

while my parents and sister went for hols :(

they claim that i was too young, and its a waste

cause i wont rmb when i grow up >.<

DANG!

I knew Grand daddy buys me whatever i want

when i was young [love]

ahhahas. Goin to cry sooon.

On the 25th i woke up at 630am

Mom wakes me up.

cause i set the wrong alarmm..

plan went well

so we 3 RAN to buy tickets

Kiasu. lols.

So warm up game was the happy swing that makes me

want to puke milk. lols.

my sister fav phrase

then was the mini roller coaster.

Cockscrew with only sister. the 360 one.

and Go kart with the 3. ((:

To the Pirate ship

the Gold mine

quarrels and "fights" between me and a adult guy

((: of course i win luhs. hahas.

*not explainin in details*

I went to line up alone for Space shot

while bro and sis to ferris wheel

they din dare to go with me.

hahas.

so i flewwww.. lmaos. kidding

then the water ride when bro back out and go

meet my father's brother wife and daughter. ((:

So, me and my sister got stuck up the slope when playing flume ride

we were like screming like heaven =.-

cause its not the first time.

then next we got stuck at the PEAK of the slope. =.-

scream like heaven X2

lols.

rush to find bro. makan tgt at burger king.

and So, we played aero line, bumper car and 4D thingy

Cousin was like freaking out everything that we play.

but we only play indorr cause she scare. ((:

Shop-ed at blum city

bought keychains, 2 tops and 1 top for bartender ((:

then dinner and pool.

arcade and back to hotel to SLEEP!

26th woke up by the banging of the dorr by grand mother

lols. super loud.

So wash up and had breakfast

and then go back to room, pack and bathe

Check out and continue shopping.

went to Van _____lols.

is the haunted adventure

apparently, suprisingly,

i wasnt afraid.

jus got deaf by sister and cuzy screams :X

went PADINI concept store, bought 3 tops

and one SUPREME sport bag from seed ((:

Tada-

Home!.

Alot of miscommunication during this whole trip cause only

a few people got hps with them

and Grand daddy wasnt happy either :(

Oh, the adults was all along in the gambling den

except mom and dad. lols.

wasnt able to go in the disco cause was not open

wasnt able to dance too

so i was bball-ing in arcade and shoppin :D

Makan back in hometown and

cousin and her mom had to go back KL.

Byebye!

Home and we packed. ((:

When i leave, i felt that Grand daddy was sick

didnt want to go back Spore.

I cried. Sigh*

Makan AGAIN before going back spore.

Fat! go back msia comfirm eat non stop. hahas

Not sleeping cause having trng ltr. ((: meeting baby.

gona hugg himmm.

miss him heaven lots ((:

Pictures will be up next post and the nextnext post ((:

Ohhhhyeahh

2007-12-21T20:47:00.000-08:00

Wooots going msia tonight. next early morning.
arrrgghh. anythingg. samme:D
using baby lappy to blog
its crap
haha
so alot pictures to upload.
after my trip
wooots i quit work already.
now chionging hwk and bball
so i had been bowling and playing matches(:
Of course DANCING
and studies, i guess XP
i have watched ALVIN and the CHIPMUNKS
its great and lovely ((:
so i have become red faced
cause i played half day bball under hot sun today
half in school and hkeast with JVS guys and some pro guys on court
JVS BASKETBALL GIRLS, all the way :D
tkcares and enjoy ur x'mas (:

hmm. as for angelin
i will try to keep it short and dont say much.
if not its really alot to say. and will lead to destroying ur reputation. (:
Urmph u can say i am not salvaging the friendship
its ur mouth. i dont care.
cause the fact is i am now definitely not salvaging OUR friendship
last time i have, but u will say i am not. so
WHATEVER!
hahahhaas(:
i dont see a point to.(:
Say i am bad, but its ur own thinking
i dont do things without reasons.
Not for my own advantage. i am not greedy(:
I already told u that i jus want to "scream" out my regrets. got nothing to
do with you. Jus only that ur whatever appears on my post (:
So then?
i post up my regrets but i dont have any intentions
to either break up our friendships neither salvaging them
I prefer to bring up all my regrets and past which
i used to be so coward and dont face the reality to NOW
face them straight and get over and done with it
i bring pz incident up, its because i already say is my greatest regret
so i want to face it like i never use to.
u already say is LAST TIME u like jy
but now u like?
even if u like, i already had learn my lesson
I not so stupid to do such stupid stuffs
Giving up myBF now?
Xiang de mei ((:
Go on to have YL.
So u go on with you life, and i go on with mine
so now i have nothing to do with you.
except ex classmates
sorry to sound so mean, but i guess things are
better to end this way. :D
no regrets.
happy life, tkcares (:

GOODDAY PEOPLE! :DD

2007-12-18T14:21:00.000-08:00

Angelin,
urmph if ur post is saying that i said u backstab me
ehhs, i didnt mean that u backstabb-ed me.
did you?
i was saying other friends (:

Ya, i was super sensitive to you being close to pz
but from my point of view should be very close.
think about it.
if ur very good friend comes to you
and tell you all sorts of stuffs about ur own guy.
and ur guy didnt tell you
would you be angry with ur guy or ur friend?
If that person blogs about sth about her and ur guy,
[rmb the post on the night of the chalet, though its only a sentence:X]
would you be angry with ur friend or ur guy?
I werent angry with you for telling me such stuffs about pz for the first time
but the 2nd time, it gets abit irritating.
But the night, its abit weird. i mean you are my friend.
furthermore i am still with him.
i know i am easily jealous and very sensitive
He didnt want to go back to the chalet, but i ask him to.u said u quarrelled with ur mom
and want to stay thr. so i ask him to pei you. since later u will be alone.
how i know you can sociate fast enough with the others.
and u are staying for the rest of the nights when u say u are staying for one night
I asked him to keep you company whenever i leave first or not able to meet up with them, because you are not very close with those friends yet
i dont want you to be alone.
but i didnt think that things will turn out this way.
if some other girls were in my shoes,
i think they would jus go straight to the person face a slap her
i think they would. (:
or urmph break up with their boy to let thefriend have it, if its really their
best friend. guess very little this kind of ppl exist
but if u were in my shoes, i think u would confront the person
Emm, sorry i have no guts to.
cause u are my friend.
i dont even know how to start such kind of topic.
so why not i jus shud up and leave. (:
Pang guan zhe qing. :D
PZ incident is the greatest regret.
If it wasnt you in the picture and is other girl.
either i will slap her or jus ignore her. (:
Or maybe, i would even did such stupid moves.
Arghhh, whatever it is. Its done.
i jus dont want to keep this stupid regret in my mind everywhere i go.
ya, its kept until now. even when i am with Bertrand and Jieyong.
So i jus spill the rotten beans (:
I know i am a b!tch and a coward
i didnt had a great life with those regrets
until now

Urmph i change-ed.
Yar i know i change
everyone changes
i dont know how to get along well with you and peilin
because i dont even know how to start a topic.
i mean, we are like strangers. yars.
ever since we stop sharing secrets its the time we are like strangers
i feel awkward talkin to you. how i know why?
it seems like you are just my new friend.
i feel alone whenever we have a couple Outing.
thats when jieyong entertain me
did you realise
you and peilin will jus crap arnd
maybe chinhow and yeeling will join in.
its not i dont want to crap with u guys
whatever u guys took about, i dont understand
i dont know.
i dont bond in with you guys at all.
I even feel alone whenever we have a MJ outing
I dont go as crazy as you guys are.
i mean as funky. though i like to.
i wil jus laugh with u guys. thats all.
i am all along like that.
if u hadnt notice.
I admit now i change
I want to.
Why be someone, who is DUMB!.
not literally. but you know.
I didnt forget what u guys did for me
actually all of everyone.
i dont mention doesnt mean i dont know or dont care.
i dont know whether i can say i am a person who dont express my feelings easily
maybe i can
yar, i am that.
other that crying and laughin.i dont express them much though.
Thats that!.

all i want for christmas is you

2007-12-18T11:33:00.000-08:00

whats love?

Sadly, today will be th last day of work for me. :(

Secondly, i cant celebrate xmas with baby and friends

Leaving on the 23rd morning :D

GoodBye and dont miss me

Hahs!

returning on the 26th. school reopening soon.

DANG!

Hope to be happy and refresh after the trip :D

thankyou to those who urmph cheer-ed me up. and everything else.

Quite a number of people, i know who they are

they know who they are can le :D

Thankyou manymany [loves]

Happy 7th mth anni to baby.!

abit of -erhem-

but sorry dear :( sighhhs!

Start from, urmph Sunday bahs.

Bastketball-ed with girls and some other JVS guys

Off to mac, suppose to jus buy shaker fries and then go home

changed to go airport

but baby and i ended up sitting inside eating

lmaos

after that takeaway for brother

walk-ed back home

lazy to go changi. to bring sister back

so i went to slp.

got woken up by brother

dinner with family.

then go home audi-ed

but yars... whatever!

Yesterday

went to meet Godmother at her doorstep

and her hubby send us to bounavista mrt to wait for sister

Train-ed to vivo.

Ate at Marche

train-ed to orchard

bid farewell.

and then to luckyplaza with sister

and home.

met baby at lakeside Mrt

train-ed to vivo AGAIN

bought tics to Alvin the Chipmunks, 7pm

walkwalk bought sweets

and makan-ed :D

The show is GOOD! (:

after the show, alicia call-ed

wished me happy 7th mth.

next nam

sth mus be very wrong. lols

so we suspected they are at vivo in the same cinema

but they zao fast.

Szeya's blog is the edvidence that they are at vivo. GrrR..

nam say she at suntec =,-

run so fast mehs? LOLS

nbm.

train-ed home and crapeed

same thing happen again

SLEPT.

Pictures will be up soon...

Its hard to confess,

2007-12-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

i guess i shouldnt let things get into my way :D
i know if i continue writing this post i may lose my friends
but "friends forever" exists?
only for some people. but mine? i doubt (:
i never backstab people, nor i speak ill of my best friends
until sec2, i got ditch[the worst? i suppose]
i realise everyone has its own limits
I really apologise, here for gossiping/backstabing
of Jiexin. and some other minor ones, whom i really dont know who they are. lols
And Glenda, which is like 33525323535 years ago, due to some peer pressure
but i really admire Glenda. fights for her rights :D lols
I am truthful, i dont hide.
i realise diff people of diff styles/ways on how they live,
work with other.
be it they would hurt others, unintentionally? maybe.
I would pray for them, to let them see the light :D
[i have become holy :)]
i forgive those who done wrong against me, unintentionally
, on purpose (:
dont worry, i tk no revenge.
Choose to continue to speak ill about me, i dont really care (:
its ur mouth anyways, right?
in the past and even now,
no matter how my friends backstab me, i close one eye
i dont care, cause i want our friendship to last :D
am i really that easy to make use of?
maybe, i guess. soft hearted?
"nui qiang ren[in chinese]"thats what most of the ppl call me
hahas! is that really me?
i dont cry in front of ppl now.
neither do i always cry
unless, something really painful internally
death? breakups?
external pain? stab me with a knife. i wont cry.
i wont scream for pain.
i use to keep up with my friends
because urmph they are quite into the trend?
funky?
jus to make sure i look like their friend.
but i dont think i should, now.
its pointless and ridiculous.
cause i dont need fame nor popularity :D
i dont need to rely on anyone
except real emotional problems, i nid a shoulder
i dont know how to start. too many things to say and clear.
lets start with;
Family
maintain a healthy r/s with them?
yes i will.
keep them tgt?
maybe. i am tired. no one listens to me
other than "shut up" i get no response from them
but i wont give up trying(:
I will definitely still respect them
I always will.
I used to be rude to them, i admit
I apologise. its the past anyways :D
i really admire those with happy familiy
and their relatives with them
mine is like 6 hrs drive away from me :(
but i would keep in close contact with them (:
Friends
dont tell me " bestfriends have no secrets"
cause i dont believe you
you convince with me, with this sentence
to make me speak all of my stuffs to you.
yet u now, do not do the same thing
therefore, you get a better understanding of me,
make use of me, took advantage of me and be close to
some of my BFs.
makin them think that u are my best friend?
but no, u are not. Jiali is and San. but because Jiali dont open up easily
to ppl whom she really dont know.
so they tend to tell you more about themselves and the r/s with me.
[have i phrase it in the correct way? i hope so (: ]
dont claim that i am ur best friend, if u ever tot of to.
because you dont treat me one.
Let me be frank with you,
i broke up with him because of you.
why? i am not blind. i know you like him.
i told jiali about it. but jiali convince me, no u are not.
but i know you are
you told me so much about him, how u are so close to him
have u thought about how i feel?
maybe a sorry from you. did you? i forgot.
but i would rather let you have him than our friendship falter and crumble
he din even know why i broke up with him
so stupid me.
a wrong decision.
Who are you? How do you always treat me?
Asking me to pay up, and claim the present to be only from you and her.
always claimin that i have so many faults, and i do sth wrong without knowing it
and hurting people.
talk less than 15mins when with me
while talkin more than 1 hr with her?
i introduce friends to you, actually to all of my bestfriends
because u are so sociable
u cross the line unknowingly, i suppose
ended up not u being hurt, but me.
but i dont really mind at that time,
cause i knew you will be happy.
but thinkin back now, Its so stupid =.-
You,
i always protect you
but anyways u did no harm to me
i hope i did none to you.
except not turning up for ur birthday
i am really sorry. but i did msg you, but u nvr reply
on whr to meet u guys at night :(
i am really sorry boy,
that i did not tell you th reasons why i dont wish to continue with you
i hope you know now, if u even happen to read my blog =.-
isnt that better?
but u din end up with her =.-
but u got a new girl contact (:
Grats! :D
i am also sorry to ____,
that i am really that childish.
and hurt u unknowingly.
causing us to break up
i learn my lessons.
and i hope you would have a good life (:
i hope i had no more confessions and regrets
Except one, Fr david went up to heaven
I am suppose to go for confessions once a week
with him
talk to him about my problems.
i rather go to him than some stupid counsellors that speak nothing
but SH!T (:
sadly, i was a coward.
he went up before i could step forward :(
But i hope he would leave in peace.
For his family, friends and the church community
would be comforted by every of our prayers (:
I now, would walk th right path.
towards God. he is the one, who can comfort me every night when i cry
when i moan for my regrets, my pain.
I am not afraid to admit all those stuffs i did,
and i wont repeat it anymore. (:
if u got balls to do it, u must have the guts to admit it. (:
I hope you guys had fun reading this posts.
and make no same mistakes like i did.
anyways, i am Still a coward not mentioning the names above in this posts
hahas. intend to. but guess better not.
i think they know who they are (:
Try to speak philosophy to me. but i wont believe except the Bible.
try to clear ur stand with me. Useless!
cause after this, i dont think i would mention it anymore :D
i live in the past. in those miserable days.
I have clear it. and i see light now.
I dont need explanations (:
So enjoy and treasure you life people :D

We will miss you

2007-12-14T16:53:00.000-08:00

Go in Peace

-treasure ur life, make no mistakes that leads to regrets.

MooD: Neither Happy nor very sad.

I guess alot of SFA people already heard about the news

Our last hope went down.

But People,

do continue to pray for his family members

Guide them through this journey.

Pray for them, that their pain will cease

let them cry no more

let him stay in each of their hearts forever.

went for th prayer session last night.

with baby, today suppose to have another one

but was cancelled?

i have been audi-ing for many of the days

till early morning.

Baby has improve :D

i am happy.

i guess though shant say more.

i have nothing to say :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIONGSTER :D

db4key

me and baby won.

see i FIRST! lols

shen jing bing ren. eat drugs
got that bian tai look, giving me the sweets

lols. KIDDING!

the sweets for him [love]

SI REN TAN JIEYONG!

Alert

2007-12-12T22:38:00.000-08:00

I dont wish to blog about today
i jus want to blog about something else regarding FrDavid
i pathetically mistaken Fr david as Fr albert brys
I am so stupid
Fr david was my confession priest
yet i could STILL mistake both of them
OKays!
how can Fr david a heathly young man get into such critical condition
sigh*
I MUST not mistake both of them AGAIN!
here, i want u guys
to continue pray for him.
Miracles do happen, dont not give up

Dear Lord,
Please place your loving hands on David's brain and heal him.
Wrap your loving arms around him and keep him close to your heart.
Comfort and protect him from all harm.
Thank you, Lord Jesus.

* This prayer was composed by a member of Fr David's family. The family humbly asks for the charity of all vistors to pray this prayer whenever possible.

believe there is miracles

2007-12-11T23:21:00.000-08:00

Look, Fr david is going up to heaven to jesus side in 2 days or lesser time

but STILL please continue to pray for him

there is such thing as miracles

regardless of ur religion,

pray for him

thank you!

i got 2 shocking news.

first is abt fr david. i am goin to cry

i hope to visit him at the hospital, but i dont dare

2nd, my friend is pregnant

sigh!

i hope you guys will treasure what is by ur side

and make no mistakes :)

i was bored at work

cant audi. thats why
quite long ago,
at bridge from sentosa to vivo

i hope i will never regret again

such lovely things on earth,

2007-12-11T17:42:00.000-08:00

i have to say,
i got a sweetest and caring BABY!
cause he bought me my shaker fries
from jurong and send it to bukitbatok
OMFGOSH! lols.
muacks* mans
i was only joking lo. =.-
but i love u dear.
another thing,
Pray for my church priest
Father David
who is in a coma now at -not sure which hospital-
Pray for a speedy recovery for him. :)
Thank You!
and some idiot who get into fights everytime
someone jus knock him awake
before it could cost his life. :D
-Violence is never the answer (:-

make no regrets

2007-12-11T13:36:00.000-08:00

Whoots,

my comp wallpaper

Audition and Milk is hot stuffs :D

hmm yesterday,

baby met me at 245pm

he gave me a surprise by give me my acash to buy my desire outfit in audition

he bought his too

total 80bucks

mine is 40bucks, his is 35bucks

plus GST ++

>.<>

but we love our outfit

and i use 200k dens to buy a newshoe

for no darn reasons

from 250+k to 50K++

sighh* my heartbreak

how to continue playing battle party

lose money like siao. lols

baby improve super alot

chain 4 i 7

nannynannypooo

hahas but he first :D GG mans.

went for tuition

mommy nag me, say must sent tutor out. GRrrr-ed

after tuition suppose to play bal

but raining

so we audi-ed

hella, bro friends came super noisy

nearly got last for audi. lols

met at night WITH MY SHAKERFRIES

addicted mans. [love]

wanted to go buy drinks but got a super bad feeling so i wen home

OINK*

and wake up today.

TRYIN TO DL audi

dont think i am goin to study :(

HELP!

Goin genting comfirm wont study at night

arcade, if possible pub since grandma can help me LOLs.

unless dad dont allow, but who cares

he go happy with mom, i also go happy.

go dance. woots and roam arnd. :D

goin to dress like my audi character.

spot me out then

jus that i have no long hair. DANG!

so long people

only, grandpa would travel with us :(

Lovely baby

FYI: need dens for this "announcement" :D

Muacks*

audition 8key killed us
lols. baby, cheated so he ended up first

but 2nd round, ME FIRST!

db 8key
Our desire outfit :D

lovebaby for making it happen

Baby and Rocky [loves]

Me and Rocky, challenge. [Love]

Heyhey youyou (:

2007-12-10T14:17:00.000-08:00

straight love?

OH, btw friday was skating bahs? with Glenda, Limus, WS :D

Limus and Me skate,

the other both cycle

later change over,

WS fall super funny and super alot of time

me and limus cant stop laughin at one of the falls hahas

makan at mac, chatted

and everyone is cold except me, despite wearing sleeveless lols.

off the marine bowl, funworld

ddr-ed with glenda.

failed one, but the other pass

Para-ed, and i suck at it. i deprove

DANG, Genting here i come.

i will pooled, bowl-ed dance-ed the whole day there.

THANKS DADDY, MONEY!! XP

cab to csc and then bowl one game,

ws have to go, so everyone left,

baby met me at ls.

cycle-ed home. :D

here, audition!.
So urmph Saturday was suppose to have another game of ball
but some Idiot is goin out. so Nevermind :D
but i stayed until 5 am of audi ing with baby :D
and we woke up the next day,saturday, at 2 plus 3pm :D
met up at 330, suppose to go church but mom wants to watch her show. =.- lols
so we waited for the rain to stop, and we headed to urmph the csc
Glenda recommended. hahas.

bowl like 3 games

i suck at the 2nd game

but catch up with baby at the 3rd game

so we had a draw of 355 total of 3 games :D

next time challenge again

so we were broke. LMAOS.

had baby piggyback me all the way to wm (:

makan at pastamania

went mac tkaway using the points in my ezlink

AND WE FREAKING SHORT OF 10CENTs to buy shaker fries

i went lookin arnd for 10cents lols.

bud nbm

cause i know bro love it, decided to buy for him. sorry mans!

train-ed home.

so had baby piggyback me home again. (:

we saw elcipse or sth. :D

i kept screaming, cause he wan throw me down

my turn to piggyback him

i nearly flip him over. XP psps luhs hor.

got people tot we siao. hahas.

after that i decided to try the beauty carry style

baby nearly died, after a few steps.

i know i am heavy >.<

so i tried carryin him too.

i wont give up.

try time after time until we fell

laugh like crazy

got ppl fishin then turn arnd look at us.

hahas tot we drunk. XP

home we go.

Audi till i not very sure 2 am bahs

then slp

SUNDAY got mass mahs. hahas

suppose to meet bartender but he haf to be home early

and i only free after 1pm

he goin overseas. ENJOY MANS.

we fateless lo :(

Lmaos

so day as usual to church

so he met up with me, mom and bro at canal gate thr

so off to church

after that bus-ed to JW, makan

bro cut hair, bring him home

change then go find mom, peiher. lols. she perm her hair

buy stuffs then walk home (:

Squash-ed, dance-ed, weights. :D with mom and baby

then after that suppose to wash up with mom.

then she give me the key ask me ownself wash with baby >.<

i want to drive that car. >.<>

nbm i go msia drive my grandparents car

got experience sia me, with motorcycle HEHS! shheehs.

bathe then we bus-ed to super bowl

makan le, baby become like me

once start eating cant stop

siGH* he nvm but i got mind siah. lols.

pool-ed for 2 rounds

DRAW AGAIN!

challenge some time

tkaway wa dan hor. lols. then buy otah makan, shaker fries and mac

hahas

bring home makan

2 time chase after the bus

once is goin to superbowl, the other is goin home

lols.

i run super fast,baby cant catch up,

NANNY POOO

how can u compete with a SAPS track and field athletic XP

kidding.

saw CH outside mac with his bro and mom. hahas

thats all.

Audi until 1am + hahas

cause today got work

i woke up earlier than dad

but then go slp again

hahas

today off early cause got tuition

WHHOOOTS tuition ending soon

DANG, audition cant play over at office. SHUCKS*

dyinnggg.

listen to more songs, chinese! whheets

so long people,

hmm thinkin to change blog add.

thhappydancingirl-ANASTASIA.blogspot.com

thhappydancer-ANASTASIA.blogspot.com

either one. THANKS JIALI. help me XP

enjoy SOME of the pictures only :P

th well tame bird

like fake siah. lols

super pretty too.

bad rocky. lols

ohyeahs?
i got higher lo at the 3rd round or sth

dang the ball luhs.
if not win baby le luhs. hahas, not draw lo!

half on table half on my lap.

lols. sleeping

PIG luhs
Promoted

fullbody on table

our new desire audition outfit :D
HOT BABES
hahas cute luhs
get what i mean?

LMAOS

Regrets

2007-12-07T12:27:00.000-08:00

HUILIN IS A STUPID GIRL.
GRRRrrr!
I have missed out so many lovely things on Earth
Because of my soft hearted-ness,
i lost everything,
i live in regret now.
If i had told you the reason why,
i wouldnt be in this state
I would be happy now,
a happy girl
Now, i gave things up for ____.
you live in happiness, i live in regret
but did you even notice.
NO, you didnt
what you only say was,
________________
that is what u always say
Look at urself first.
I dont know how to say about you
I have trust on the wrong person
Put all my sacrifices on the wrong person.
If only i could have turn back time,
i will tell you the truth,
and i would not live in regrets
and be happy.
You took things for granted.
i doubt things will turn out for u well later.
Not a curse, but an advice
I am not the stupid bytch
i live for myself
i will do whatever means to get whatever i want.
hold on tight on whatever i have.
Suan wo dao mei, knowing you, trusting you, sacrificing for you.
I hope you will suffer like how i am now,
Jus to show you, thats how you treat me.
and Now you get it back.
I will save you in time of need,
but if u crawl back to me because you have no one,
maybe i would turn you down (:
I fell, i stood up.
Push me down again, try that!
cause i wont fall. (:
When i do things for someone,
i dont go "Hey, thank me luhs, i did______for you" =.-
i dont claim credits (:
if you think i am trying to name myself a heroine here,
bet you are wrong.
Jus to clarify things here.
I dont need fame, neither i need you to go on. (:
Though i leave in regrets, i learn my lessons
there is no failure, but learning experiences
thankyou for giving me those learning experiences :D
So long huilin, HELLO ANASTASIA :D

Dang, i still miss you

2007-12-07T10:34:00.000-08:00

Dang in!

stop being so mysterious to me

Show yourself!

I want to apologise to baby for really showing attitude to him

because of some personal stuffs :(

hope you will understand (:

hmmm brother came to work for dad for only one day

and he kept whinnin for his pay and wanting to go gome

GAY!

hmm anyways, dad bought us to lunch at king albert park for mac

hahas FIRST TIME and is my treat =.-

lols.

saw many HCI humans, ask bartender where he. lols

IN SCHOOL! >.<

makan finish go back office

raining soo heavily, cant meet baby

nbm slaccckkk until off lo.

thats all (:

Yesterday, urmph

went to bank with mommy

then to JP

makan, buy stuffs

i had my haircut

this time is at Moonson or sth

not really expensive. 25++

mom says want do good ask a better hair stylist.

so, we got the creative director.

diff price lo. ofcourse more ex. hahas

nbm. okokay luhs the haircut

bob! straight fringe!

make me look more kiddy and chubbier

after this time i am not goin to cut anymore.

LONGHAIR IS COMING! hahas

so its DANG raining heavily, suppose to playball with some IDIOT

but cancelled and RESUMED again

so i was playing audi when an IDIOT called.

so i rush over to JP

CS and TL was there. so bus-ed to the court

later got dont know who join

urmph JH and other 2 to 3 people join

play abit of match

some IDIOT suppose help me,

bud scold me, AND never tell me how to do correctly =.-

but whoots, they play super goood. lols. really.

all the way chop in

expecially JH and TL

really hope to be like them.

TL really nice guy though unlike some IDIOT. lols

hope can play with them some other time :D

then baby came and lost his way.

in the end FOUND!

play awhile and then chiong home

reach home arnd 1145pm bahs

super tired, bathe and audi, haahs until 3am+

thats all.

here i am A NEWDAY

hoping for a brighter day.

BYEBYE!

2007-12-06T10:45:00.000-08:00

sweet helping rocky to swim :D
swim rocky, btw he swim super fast
wetskinny sweetheart
thats me. :D
thats HIM!
i love the piano, buy that for me DADDY!
ohyeah, boys chior
into the sea..

HOI! fat doggy anyhow run
Muacks*
Presenting JVS chior

Sweets by baby
X'mas tree at St Mary of the Angels
Lala-ed
Butterfly sambal ___

Nice!

-Jacks Place-

my Coloured stuffs

Starbucks Coffee :D
Back to Singapore for PB

Merlion at Sentosa

the charcoal we build

Happy Birthday Sister!

His Lovely Presents bought by his LOvely :X

Soccer Match.

Spot Bluelance in black Jersey

My expensive xmas tree
Dang, baby
lalalas

Oh? hahas

i have one too.

but the picture dont know fly where

LOVELOVE
the grand cathay
LMAO [before]
[after]

not bad huhs

Lobster with family at ECP long beach
still cute
Jacks Place
There is More pictures to go.

some other day bahs
TATAS

resist the temptation :D

2007-12-05T10:47:00.000-08:00

how many more steps to you?

HEllos people,

i am back to work and blogging

one week odd never blog

busy and lazy :D

let us rewind.

25nov[sunday]

i have no idea what i did ((:

26nov[monday]

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY SISTERPEI!

a starting of my camp

obviously I overslept

met up with other JGG people at poly bus-stop

realising Nam and Jia flew kites on me >.<

how great huh.

but whatever, still cont with the camp

found out i am in the same grp as Limus and Weesong.

WHeets.

lucky not along.(:

i dont great people as dude, lord, general.

IF I HAVE TO,

bud i din during the camp

SELDOM, unless in a grp (:

started "fighting" since day one of the camp with Limus, Weesong, Denard

lols.

so what if i am a girl luhs.

isnt that obvious i am sooo oversporting that i actuallly mix in with guys?

and they treat me as a guy too?

so people are jus so "DA JING XIAO GUAI"

so the General Ben told us to STOP!

and we did NOT (:

Gamesgames[check from glenda's blog]

27nov[tuesday,2nd day of camp]

we got split up __

and me and weesong in one group

AND LUCKY i wasnt alone

bud some stupid King Jeff split both of us up.

there i am back in troupe 2 bud LUCKY got SC (:
but i cant "fight"anymore limus in troupe 3

darnn.

********[glenda's blog]

28nov[wednesday, day3]

How i wish i didnt leave?

they were writing some appreciation.

i wanted to write to,

JGG people, King Jeff, Dude Sham, Dude Jefferson. (:

i still have to write them as Mrs Goy want me to pass it to them when school reopens.

So, How do you want me to pass to the Faci? lol

so thats very sad.

i had dental appt too.

and I WAS EARLY.

dad drove like he had a ferrari. >.<

so Mrs Goy ask, what do you think of this camp then other Nov camps.?

i said, boring bud it teaches us alot of stuffs.

yeah, it really does. (:

i bet alot of people are crushing on to Sham.

HAHs.

so i hope i could meet him someday too, and get his number? lols

so i had my braces done like atlast.

Guess what?

i fell aslp during the whole procedure

it does not hurt like what everyone is crapping about. =.-

lols.

after OHNO, i scare of pain.

Lets go back Msia

and stuffs like that. lols

I had my braces

i did cancel ALOT of appts.

sorry DENTIST.

so i had orange and black

and it does not look any like orange :(

after braces i decided to get a hair cut.

no i didnt, theres tooo many people (:

so home i gooo

change and died.

went to bballers bbq (:

met with Sexaye first :D

Upup to Alvina's house

we played psp

rot at the comp

and so me Alicia and Sexaye

decided to scare ourselves

so we went to find ghost game

its like super lame

every ending pictures are the same

jus the sound effects are like "OHNO"

the first time we really scare ourselves lols

the rest was like BORING

the bbq started, brought everything down

the seniors came

its raiining, so we have to change to indooor ((:

bbq, crap, makan.

Apparently i cant eat yeahs?

lols. phototking

rush to JP terminal to meet someone

waited, call-ed bud the person didnt come.

sad isnt it.

so i went back home lo..

after that i forgot what happen :D

29nov[thursday]

i had tuition in the morning.

and after that i went out with baby to town (:

bought him a wallet

and them we rush to meet up with Ange and Yl

walk to the Chior place

after that met Peilin and CH

makan then me and baby went home first

i have a tuition the next day (:

30nov[Friday]

had tuition

after that pack everything,

cab down to Sentosa WITH ROCKY

how great, he is born with a talent to swimm (:

went to Vivo pet shop to buy Rocky's treat, as Promise

Vivo is celebrating one year anni

fireworks at 9pm

apparently with rocky, its too late (:

after everything, we cab home from Vivo

1dec[Saturday]

Again, i have tuition

after that AGAIN i went to sentosa

but with, Family members except dad

Cab there

bought frisbee, played, tann ((:

Guess what?

I SAW SHAM

i spot him, he was like lookin at me

i went "???"

then i go, OHH!

so we walk towards each other, chatted for awhile

and he have to leave to host a camp, focus challenge.

saddd, AND I STUPIDLY FORGOT TO TK HIS NUMBER

but nevermind, whats urs will be urs, whats not, is not ((:

Cab home from sentosa

had to rush back to go to church >.<

as my sister haf a party on a Sunday

After mass, went to Taman to have a Feast. lols.

i chew super slowly bud they left alot of food for me. thanks (:

2dec[Sunday]

early morning, i ask baby to withdraw money

but he has no time to, cause got soccer match.

bud he himself got enough money.

went over to Taman SSC

Sat there, took the money

wait for him to play the one last round and i left to meet my Friend

went Wheelock place,

bought Sister a red stripe crumpler.

and then i went home.

met up with baby, prepare everything for bbq

went down, lay the charcoal, the food.

camwhore, then start the fire.

everyone came

me and baby, bbq-ed for everyone until nice

Benji, Albert, Danny and Weixin took over lols

i makan abit as baby help me tear the food into smaller pieces ((:

Thanks.

so i helped out those best condo buds

weixin left early for family dinner (:

so left with the other 3 guys

when there is big fire

they shout my name, say what is my fault

lols.

idiot. say i dont know how to bbq >.<

then danny kept claimin he is chef there, Listen to him

lols.

so when its my turn to bbq the otahs

the outer got burnt, lols

and they were like HUILIN, you know how to bbq anot?

we are like the noisiest people there

PLUS, there is no light cause some stupid Guard say the light spoil

until got one guard on the light over the main switch __

lols.

Albert, was sticking a satay stick into a grasshopper.

then he put close to my face

i was like, whats that?

*pause

and i screamed the hell out of me

cause its too dark, it took quite long to realise. lols.

stupid me. STUPID ALBERT

Benji left early too

then Albert

left danny, bud he is okay with baby

so they had a plan to pull me into the pool

so they both chase me around the pool

of course i win luhs, i run so fast. lols.

while clearing up danny filled a pail of water and pour it on me,

i dodge, i was half wet

i threaten danny whether he is a guy or girl and manage to catch up with him. lols.

trying to pull him to the pool

THANKS TO MUMMY, brought the hose and spray him from the top. (:

hahas.

next is baby getting wet

bud still we intend to pull people into the pool

I really apologise to baby, for making such hurtful remarks infront of others :(

sorry dear, i was too high. lols. and i was always like that >.<

i got rocky and sister as my hostage lols.

bud to be fair i drop both of them

sister got danny into the pool and i got baby,

still they want me into the pool.

danny pull-ed me in, he also drop in. lols.

when we are up, he wanted to pull me in again, i pull his shirt

CHOPSLAM he went in. lols. Nt me

Gameover.

Cleaning up. Sprayed water around the floor.

mom was like, cant you see there is a red shirt person there?[in chinese]

i was, you ar?[in chinese]

then i spray her lols

then to my sister friend and her. lols.

there are 2 other guys

which i dont dare to touch them

they dress so nice, so rich. lols.

bud in the end after everything, sister told me, can make them wet >.<

lols. saddded.

bathe and changed

danny came up to my house we started playing majong

i was audiing cum slamming the keyboard lols.

bud in the end i fix it ((:

when i played the first round of majong before audiing.

i partner baby

i help-ed him

danny went, are you a man? how can you let HE to .....?

I, hello, i am a girl

danny, but i always treated you as a guy.

lols. i am not hurt. du-uh

they are my friends for the past 7 to 8 years lols

i was veryvery rowdy at that time

a tomboy, you can say (:

so everyone left.

sister friend stayed overnight.

the next morning she left

3dec[monday]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER

mom took leave for me. lols

to change sister crumpler

she want a smaller size

called up baby, so we can go catch a movie as promise

sorry glenda and friends.

went to douby gaut to buy tickets at cathay

makan at plaza sing

bought baby a ripcurl flipflops too. (:

went to orchard to meet up with mom and sister

change the bag, go makan

and rush for our movie.

after the movie, we ate ben and jerry

after tht to starbucks coffee bought a choc cake. hahas.

makan finish, then home we gooo ((:

4 dec[tuesday]

OBS one day Prime minister showcase.

nothing much

the laksa is great

thats all.

rockwall climbing

only baby reach-ed the top for the another difficult wall

me and him got chosen to climb for the Pm to see

bud apparently PM was late.

the whole thing cancelled ):

saddeddd.

so back to school, didnt see clayton

homeee, chatted and then sleep ((:

More pictures will be uploaded soon

i guess (: hahas

dance away ur troubles

2007-11-24T15:24:00.000-08:00

you left me like that.

Pictures are up dudes.

i dont wish to go Nov camp.

sighh. its ****!

darnn.

nothing much going on.

jus done some reflections with mom and realise

I WAS AN IDIOT.

how great,

dance till midnight.

bud cant get the moves right. sighh!

forget it. lets jus dance again [love]

ignorance is bliss.

th night in orchard for x'mas
stupid boy
snapshot!
how poor thing :(
whats bro lookin at? lols

i know i look stupid __
and here too.
i jus cant get th height i want.
my hot BFs
he is gay XP
lovelovelove
Fried mars bars/cubes

sisters in TOWN
LOVEly

GOODBYE BUNNY TOOTH :(
Where you not happy? __

bad snapshot by BF
hehes.
makan. YUMCHA
PSP
WE ARE LOVE.

tha art of dance

2007-11-22T14:21:00.000-08:00

everywhere is your dancefloor.

HAHs, my leg is sort of okay

ever since *someone massage for me

and today's trng

HEHs.

today's trng is hot.

want to give up, cause my leg is killing me

plus diahorrea >.<

but in the end i participated.

and died

nearly faint, thanks to AHGONG and GAY

for supporting me :D

PRETTY, tml must go trng ((:

back in office again (:

ltr goin for tuition. darrrn IT!

i have been dancing everyone after the oschool dance

dance in MRT train, stations, blocks.

lols.

goin to OSCHOOL RECITAL

those who want to go tell me (:

tickets at $12 at oschool

or $15 at door

its at the pavilion on the square

check out www.oschool.com.sg

it rocks big time. [love]

more pictures will be uploaded asap.

its goin to be a busy next week

plus 2sister's birthday comin up.

PEILIN and ANGELA.[love]

i realise my colleagues are soo friendly

alot of jokes. (:

last night while goin home,

dad: tell ur grandparents that u got paid for studying [in chinese]

Me: hahas yeahs

dad: they sure laugh non stop [in chinese]

HAHS.

my dad is so nice right.

jus a lil bit strict.

bud is good.

i am sure to get a very good result for o's

although i can never get my sister's result.

les than 5 >.<

sighh, she is so pretty and genius. (:

proud mans. lols.
thats all folks.

tkcares and LOVE BASKETBALL :D

dance tilll dawn

2007-11-21T17:17:00.000-08:00

the magicians of love

hmmm.

quite awhile since i last blog :D

HAPPY BELATED 6 mth TO BABY

though it turn out quite bad,

bud we still love each other. yeah

didnt go out with baby either

we had kayaking

and i have no idea what i did :X

Sunday went shoppin at taka for christmas stuff

Goin to hold a party:D

bought a new christmas tree

and sister is like ignoring all other deco prices

jus tk and buy =.-

so over 6oo bucks?

lols

out for a movie and a long talk with a anony friend (:

never had such a talk before

slept at 4am because watching movie with sister (:

unable to wake up for trng :(

sorry LIYUN.

baby went for extraction. HAHAHS

laughin at him. xin zai le huo XP

i went for dance at oschool

i broke my leg.

kidding.

i jus overstrain my body muscles

i cant walk nor sit up by myself

i am handicap.

lols

hope can recover asap (:

[with a nice massage XP *hint]

Tues pon teng work.

out with baby to rot in town. >.<

ate fried mars bar\cube that sister intro

hahas. super nice

from orchard walk to raffles

we pro :X

caught a movie and its not nice :(

makan at pasta mania

and i nearly died :'(

not nice, not spicy, BLAND!

train-ed home

and we crap arnd.

using our keychains.

we form up a duo jiao liao ai. hahas

super funny.

people tot we siao. hehs

love baby lots

today jus finish the whole episode of the show

and dying in the office (:

so long, people

cant wait for the exciting next week

EXCLUDING THE CAMP (:

lost in th rain of my own tears,

2007-11-16T12:38:00.000-08:00

i love you

do not jus leave me like that...

15nov
Okays, i highlighted my whole head/hair

with the help of MUMMY

the day before is with the help of mum's friend and mum

did only abit for tryout.

bud now, my whole head/hair got highlighted (:

did tk down the pictures of the process

nor final product.

lols.

the process is super funny and cute

cause i tie up my hair in alot of straps (:

super cute, hehs

dad was shock when see-ing it.

lols. ((:

others laughing. >.<

bud i also laugh, so funny.

oh, had tuition thats why i left workplace early

physics all the way ((:

tutor want vomit out blood. hahas.

teach me so many times kept making careless mistakes or stupid mistakes :X

i am goin to have anotherhandsome america-speaking tutor for humans

F*CK, 1hr odd of only SOCIAL STUDIES

mdm tan time :X bud is a HE and a HUNK (: lols

OH, on my way home, i found a kitty

carry it home

and pour milk and bring it down again ((:

LOVELOVE.

poor thing :(

16nov

early morning.

yeah, still at workplace

today OT>.<

did all the work boss ask me to do.

so i am free now cause he is out

WHEETS

SHUCKS, should have brought hwk to do

sighh.

maybe i should tk a break

keep on studying >.<

I LOVE STUDIES

MATHS and SCIENCE

ohyeah!

thats all.

tomorrow jio-ing people out hehehes

still no reply

sighhyayayayas

OH, while copying files to the PDA or whatever it is

I FOUND SOME OF MY FAMILY PHOTOS.

Super alot.

when we are young to our hols trip :D

sweet ehs?

starting to miss my family

i use to be strong bond to a sort of weak bond

bud we still got go out tgt for dinner

and when we do, we go mad. seriously

laughin screamin opening windows in th car :D

such times are LOVE

next year is a comfirm guarrantee waranty plus chop

MUS GO OVERSEAS HOLS

nt back to msia luhs.

that one my home

cause sister end A leve i O level

bro sec2

no kick mans ((:

looking forward dudes ((:

okays, some explanations to do.

JIEXIN and to all other classmates

i really understand all the hardwork jiexin put in for the chalet

i really apologise that i am unable to attend

bud jiexin, its not that my best girlfriends are not there, i dont go.

i know i use to be like that, bud no, now i am not.

[so yeah, thats what ur blog say.(:]

i do have friends out there in 3B, eg Glenda, Mabel, Sweeleng...

i told huiling and chong cheng why i didnt go for the chalet.

I hope i can go,

bud i cant.

i cant overnight

i went for one chalet already

yes, you can say,"why not go in the morning than after bbq go home?"

like what i say, i am not allowed to attend anymore chalet.

i do have house rules

unless, next year you guys have one. i may be able to go, yeah.

so please understand, kays.

i really appreciate the effort you put in, and i really do hope

i can support.

So, have fun in the chalet. (:

unable to understand :(

2007-11-15T15:02:00.000-08:00

I WANT :(
stay hand in hand [love]
ohhh yeahs (:
kitty [love]
Water babies (:
heart #1
heart #2
abit messy, hahas
Goodbye black hair (:
hellobrown hair (:

H[2]o hahas
2[3]2 #1
2[3]2 #2
hehhs!
our love is more than this,

and our bonding is stronger than this too.

Act of torturing rocky? Nehs!
baby bathing rocky #1
#2
darrrkk >.<as many as u imagine ((:

To: Use-to-be Girlfriend

i am really disappointed in you

and upset.

you kept bringing up him whenever we talk.

ur point is?

Look, i be frank with you.

Yes, i haf a crush on you.

i kept it from you, why?

i dont do things for no reason okays

i dont want you to get hurt, understand.

and must you speak in such the way that you are throwing me out of your door

and makin me dont want to speak to you

If thats the case, i leave at my own accord

Please consider my feelings before you talk, okays.

Dont make things so big that we cant become friends anymore,alrights.

Thanks

[i doubt, even you will get to read this]

To people out there reading, do not assume who this person is;

Cause you wont know (:

Also, dont ask.

cause i wont ans :D

the excitement running up ur head (:

2007-11-15T10:27:00.000-08:00

i miss you like every other day

i love you(:

Hellos (:

yesterday skip-ed work,

cause i had appt

I am ill X)

Kidding

THE "FIRST-TIME" DAY [14o5]

I DID MANY FIRST TIME IN MY LYFE THINGS ON 14o5 (:

the things i yearn for, for so long.

thanks to those who make it happen.

MY PARENTS!

MY FRIENDS and BABY!

did more shopping yesterday

Hahs

urmph yellow heels (:

haircolour solution

......

towning with mummy

subway at Cine (: with mom

to OG to find her stuff and i bought sth too ((:

back to Cine to find my stuffs.

Dont haf >.<

down to amk hub and shop

makan, nicenice ((:

and home, here i come

got my hair highlighted abit(:

tryout only

wanted to dye bud not nice

walk sweetheart

and cycle-ed to mac to makan.

((:

now at workplace

goin to fall aslp soon.

got tuition later,

have to chiong home >.<

tired.

NO ONE PEI ME.

comfirm not going sec1 orien(:

parents also dont allow

i also dont want

O's man, babe.

27nov night, dad fetching me home

sorry, no grp photo. :(

got sth on, on the 28nov (:

try to update more pictures ((:

when i am free

IMPT DAYS

17nov

26nov

28nov

29nov

3dec

4dec

17dec

24dec

25dec

31dec

I LOVE BABY LOTS.
HAPPY 11th MTH to PL and DB

HAPPY 5th MTH to ANGE and YL

LOVE MOJOs!

Who would forget?

2007-11-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

Get this hot, right up (:

WORK!

day one and i got my pay

who am i working for?

hahas, slowly think mans XPP

super slack bud got money.

wheets luhs.

bud got hwk to do ((:

boss give me

2 days leave. tue and wed not working

so wan jio me cans

after 12pm (:

tues BOOK-ed by baby.

hehes!

I WAN PSP. diner dash, oh yeahh!

I LOVE AMATHS, EMATHS

so long people

p.s: i now working still blog. XP

i am kickin ur ass up, bytch (:

Dance till you drop

2007-11-11T14:52:00.000-08:00

dancing in the night of paris

OH yeah, i wan this as my blogskin?

maybe. (:

jus come here to rot

say hello and byebye

I LOVE HOLIDAYS

its all about mugging and getting ur arses out of school (:

i love my hot BF (:

sister flew my kite

say want bring me to vivo roof

for night party.

in th end NEVER

rawr, jus because I AM STUDYIN (:

hahas.

Zoukout, 8 dec

siloso beach

$48 bucks

SPONSOR ME, MAN

2007-11-10T08:38:00.000-08:00

Chalet 2nd night

Gay #1
Stupid face taken by another stupid person (:
BUNNY is cute :X
Gay #2
Gay #3
Gay#4

LOVE (:
DB and birthday boy (:

Nice cake huh?

I BUY ONE LEHS! lols
Bite ur head off!

The room!
loner umbrella.
BBQ-ing
AH HEM!
SIREN!

KBOXING. 9nov
BBQ-ers
BUtter lady,once again
Peace out, sister

Rocky sleeping beside me

#1
#2
#3
eat ur vege dude (:

SIREN
PIGS!
stare si mi stare. __

#4

Vivo, metal macho man
Ohyeah, psp (:
Rawr!
snuggle*
Smile(:

Kiddy palace

Limus, Jiali, Sc, Me and Weesong

Candy Empire
whEEts!

Baby treat to sakae

of course not only this luh
bud the buffet

thanks dear (:

Ohyeah, my sexy (:
Stupid?! Hello?
Retards (:

a misunderstanding; double trouble

2007-11-10T07:27:00.001-08:00

are you up to it?

Stress out from school work

and every other trouble

Forgive me if i have forgotten things you guys told me or give me

i really dont know why i cant rmb things well now

so, how am i suppose to pass my O's? :(

Really sorry to Ange and Yeeling

;i found you guys present (:

definitely grateful to those who came to the chalet

i really love you guys alot.
Alot of things happen lately since the last time i blog

wont elaborate (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GLENDA

i got give you present!

Kboxing, hyperactivites, shoppin spree[time after time]

with baby and SWEET FRIENDS!

more up next sentosa with rocky, appointment, PEILIN's birthday & Dance

kayaking?, camp__ and more outings

i really hate camps.

but not adventure camp (: OBS rocks.

I NEED HIP HOP BACK :(

;lets rock with patrick (:

OH! i did my I/C

call me ANASTASIA, ROSALINE or HUILIN

YAP also can. HAHS!

got to catch up with amaths

HEY, I.R ended lo ((: WHEETS

PEOPLE, STUDY! hahas

JIAYOUS! <3

more pictures will be up (:

tkcares (:

btw, AUDITION IS BACK (:

stuck to psp too <3

LOVE JIALI, ANGELIN, PEILIN, BABY, and other GIRLFRIENDS

lovelovelove

2007-11-05T09:21:00.000-08:00

Please dont stop th music (:

LONG SINCE I BLOG

bud whatever (:

Holidays started,

29 to 30 kayakin, one star

great experience on the 30

huge waves and everything

out to the open sea

and ITS MY BIRTHDAY (:

Grats to the beasts to give me the FIRST present of th day

lols.

funny >.<

1 to 3 was the chalet.

Thurs check in with baby,

his dad fetch (:

brought some food in

and I DID HWK THERE

and go walkwalk arnd

got people stay overnight

bud not me (:

hahas.

Friday

after intensive go get more food.

and then head to the chalet(:

baby's dad fetch

FUN, DEAD all th way :D

night was bbq and then JY's frens came (:

all stuck in psp

lols.

NIght walk to red house

nope, we didnt go in :D

come back wash up

TIME TO GET DRUNK!

but no one did.

sadded

lols.

slept at arnd 4 plus (:

check out at 1230pm

had breakfast and the arcarde ((:

train-ed and bus-ed home(:

and i forgot what i did XP

Bought a psp slim yesterday

share among the 3 of us ((:

wheets

and a red skinny.

lols.

thats all.

lets die alive today.

PICTURES (:

sour sweet at downtown east
Glass deco (:

rainbow. lols

stupid face XP
I LOVE RABBIT
Sweet (:

YAP!
not i edit de
already there

hearts sweet
dont what storey at downtown east

More presents
NUM skirt, glass deco and sweet by baby
Wrap up present by DB and PL
HAM by Sister
BIG card by Beastsnot in picture: customize jersey by _____(:

2007-10-25T15:12:00.000-07:00

BABY GOT TURKEY. stupid ):

THE END! hahas

th music leads you

2007-10-24T14:06:00.000-07:00

if i lost my way, i know whr to find you

SICK PEOPLE!
seriously.
cough, flu and headache
i think i am dying.
sighhh!
LOVE UR LIFE PEOOPLEES!
hahas tatas (:
last pictures are up. have fun (:

on th way to night safari
at canal gate (: befor departure XP

everybody dance now

2007-10-24T01:31:00.000-07:00

th music rocks th dance floor;

PICTURES UP

Nothing to blog about.

hmm sick these few days

seriously

cant go school

fever, flu and rib pain X)

More pictures tml.

haven upload finish

still got more. (:

today went back school for kayaking meeting.

then makan at prata shop

go superbowl.

hahas. TURKEY! (:

by baby!

after that tuition

thats all people.

tml not goin school. down with fever.

LOVE YOU GUYS!

obviously u cant spot the animal (:
cute,
Pick the rubbish.
KANGKONG!

LOVE!
spot the "devil"
WOLF!

YIKES :X
wheres the eyes?
4 bucks lehs :(
spot the animal!

RAWR!
look alike hor!

compliment by baby

eeekk!
cute!

Dinner on tram

OWL
HALLOWEEN

sister and me
baby and me
ANASTASIA!
Snake!
Persian?

My Faci

Mummy and me

snap SHOT!
God ma and me
Best buds. 9 years and still counting.
My teacher
ISSAC!

Snapshots all by baby
Arcbishop

Blessing!